publish an unpublished draft day
I absolutely cannot be a stay-at-home girlfriend/wife. I think the way baby's work is set up, I will be lonely either way - so best I be lonely while at work (editing me - most have been a terrible week at baby's employer) …and I guess I may also end up having to bear the brunt of housework or house logistical work ( editing me - which for me, I find incredibly oppressive and may lead to resentment ). I think that that is okay, but this is evidence enough that I can't take the risk of not working, moving away from my home (editing me - and baby thinks I have never considered relocating for him... pssshhhhh. Also why wouldn't I work?? Ahhh I remember, Je ne parle pas Français)... but is this selfish? Mans is going through a lot at work and well... I am just like taking it as a sign of feeling unloved when he has devoted all weekend to me ?? Are they days when I do this - and he feels lonely too? I was going to say is my behaviour (well these feelings) ...
