unmoored.

 1. I am sorry to myself that I haven't been on here a lot...it is my damned phone, unfortunately. 

2. Being sick sucks; always cherish your body and your health. Like...nothing compares to waking up in the morning full of vitality...not even getting to be off work. 

3. SICK LEAVE is nice...I should tap into it more; Lord knows I have gone to work when I was a lot below full functioning capacity. 

4. One of my favourite feelings in the world is when I do my hair while watching YouTube videos, it is soooooo healing, closest I will ever get to meditation probably. 

5. The world really truly does offer itself to your imagination... no matter how lonely. Not my loneliest Friday, but these videos made me soooooo happy:

1.  It's not your job to fix the whole world.

2. Let’s talk Financial trauma

3. Kabelo yaka Entle Orchestra Live Band

6. London is gorgeous in the sun  

7. I hate what the economy is doing to us. One of my housemates was moving out, and it was so unceremonious...Granted, she is choosing to move back home because the UK is a bit no-man's-land-y at the moment (I mean, there is a backstory, yes)...But I just hate how unmoored we, or rather, how  I feel at the moment. Work doesn't feel secure, my housing is temporary, my friends are in exciting transitional phases, but still it is all too uncertain and me not like-y. But re tla reng... the lord gives and he takes away....

8. I did a blind date with a book, and I was drawn to the one I picked because of the word: unmoored. 

9. I totally forgot what I was here today... I suppose to share my joy and my woes. To remember that this will be someday my good old days, to leave a little mark on one of my silly little days when nothing in particular happened but joy came in unexpected and expected ways... 

10. Rage against the dying of the light...always ❤️

or maybe it was the sexual awakening thing