out of sync

I am back at work. I feel very rested - truly, especially in the last week of my annual leave, when I just switched off, completely, and focused on my friends and family. So, I feel very zen. 

I also feel out of routine, and just lazy getting back into the groove of things. I am going to try and extend myself some grace. Things I need to get back in the groove of: 

- running 

- swimming 

- French lessons

- studying for my exam in September (last of my membership exams)

- planning a wedding/helping Karabo plan our wedding 

- being a doctor - thinking like a doctor 

That is all. I've been back for a week and have been motivated just to do work, nothing else. But I will keep trying... as you do in these things. 

Summer is giving way to fall, and I'm already sad at how dark it's getting. (Mind you, it is 21:37 hours, and it is still light outside, but less so than before, so I am sad).

I literally came here so I wouldn't resort to scrolling, so that's all I had to say. I've been on holiday, and now everything feels asynchronous, and that's okay because I'm not a factory and don't have a quota to stick to.  

I am going to shower and maybe study.