Begin again

I really like beginning...because I give up quite a lot along the way. Not even give up, I just take long periods of rest quite a lot, a lot of times along the way (a lot of 'lots' I know, just trying to drive my point home). Awwwwww we are back to old times when I used to blog on Sundays. Hopefully, this will continue going forward.

Last we spoke, I was home, living my best life really. I really loved being home!! I miss the food man, like what are we even eating here?? The chicken is so bleggghhh and rubbery...sigh. Ummm, I also realised that I slipped on the slippery slope and started fantasising about living at home permanently too quick. Who wouldn't? Queues Kura Uone by Bongo Maffin. Buuuuttt no, I have long decided I am gonna ride the post graduate wave as far as all facets of me can manage. I wanna be some sort of specialist before I go home...and now your girl has figured out what masters she wants to do...medical education; Universe/God/Mother Nature/Maatla do your thing!

Since I have been back, I graduated. Okay, I feel obliged to write more about it. Graduation, the ceremony; boring (in Keele anyway). The feeling of having 'done it' and having your family right there with you; pure bliss. Saying he hippocratic oath and being officially called Doctor after; purer bliss!! Honestly being referred to as Dr Tshimologo is orgasmic, it feels unreal still. It is beyond beautiful. The whole affair was a bit too sober for my liking. Gosh, I miss getting shit-faced-crawl-at-home-at-4am drunk so so much... but you know, my liver is better off or whatever. I also wish my family stayed a bit longer, kinda miss them now.

My hair really did that!!! I think this one is one my favourites.

I also sorted out my visa stuff and finances to some extent, if I talk about it more it will get a bit depressing too quick. Just know that the years of allowance were the best financial years of my life and OMW I SAW FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE!!!!! A beautiful beautiful beautiful afternoon I'd relive four hundred times more because it was that awesome. Probably the highlight of July altogether. I was gonna say of 2019...but the Doctor thing might catch feelings.

Anyway, back to beginning. Work starts soon. I am not ready. Have to do a bit of reading before and the boredom! Besides not being ready to be a doctor-doctor, I am gonna try use work starting as a beginning point of/for re-centering. You know the whole shebang; eating right, taking care of my hair and skin, exercising, saving money, reading and such similar things. Summers always throw me off because of the lack of structure...hopefully this will pan out. And that is basically my long winded way of saying, I am going to try to blog more. Maybe you can also start that good habit/self-improvement thing that you have been holding off?? No pressure though. Also, this is not to say this rest period was bad or anything, I know I needed it. That is basically it. Thank you for coming back.

Love and light xxx